I’m
consumed with sadness but shed no tears, extremely exhausted but I can’t sleep Just every day and night, then further days and nights, endless days and nights, forever submerged in the human world I’m a bat but I can’t fly, trapped in this street day after day, on a perpetual hunt, as though I’ve been cursed The night is my shawl, the sunrise is my danger, the madness of the dance floor is my only fate God has abandoned us, but has provided a bleak moon to light the world and let us endlessly and heartlessly multiply Seeing those you love leave one by one, all your dreams pass by one by one, leaving only me surviving a thousand years I’ve no way to wield an angel’s pureness, and no way to possess a devil’s resolution I just resemble average people, greedy, angry, stupid and ignorant, searching for a warm body and blood, searching for someone like me I’m consumed with sadness but shed no tears, extremely exhausted but I can’t sleep Just every day and night, then further days and nights, endless days and nights, forever submerged in the human world Hunger is the best taste, loneliness is the strongest hypnosis, crazily looking for a pair of lips to act as my wine glass I’ve long since grown weary of this, I once angrily drank Holy Water, but only helplessly reawakened in the next long night Youth has forgotten us but still provides the beauty of memories, like roses, enduring the cruelty of bleeding and crying The face in the mirror is slowly withering away, that fist raised high gradually crushed, leaving behind only limitless, sighing photographs I’ve no way to wield an angel’s pureness, and no way to possess a devil’s resolution I just resemble average people, greedy, angry, stupid and ignorant, searching for a warm body and blood, searching for someone like you I’m consumed with sadness but shed no tears, extremely exhausted but I can’t sleep Just every day and night, then further days and nights, endless days and nights, forever submerged in the human world One lonely thousand years after another, Just every day and night, then further days and nights, endless days and nights I can’t fly |
滿懷憂傷卻流
不出淚 極度的疲憊卻不能入睡 只能夠日日夜夜 然後又日日夜夜 無盡的日日夜夜 永遠的深陷在人間 我是蝙蝠卻不能飛 困在日復一日的街 無止盡的狩獵 彷彿一種天譴 夜色就是我的披肩 日出就是我的風險 舞池裡的狂顛 是我宿命制約 上帝遺棄我們 卻又要給 黯淡的月 照亮世界 要我們無盡又無情的繁衍 看愛過的人 一一告別 做過的夢 一一凋謝 只留下我獨自殘喘的千年 無法揮舞天使的純潔 也無法擁有魔鬼的果決 只有像每個人類 貪嗔痴傻和愚昧 找尋著體和血 找尋著同類 滿懷憂傷卻流不出淚 極度的疲憊卻不能入睡 只能夠日日夜夜 然後又日日夜夜 無盡的日日夜夜 永遠的深陷在人間 飢餓是最好的調味 孤獨是最強的催眠 瘋狂找一雙唇 能夠當我酒杯 早就對這一切厭倦 也曾憤怒喝下聖水 卻又無助醒在 下個漫長黑夜 青春遺忘我們 卻又要給 回憶的美 就像玫瑰 要餘生流血又流淚的受虐 看鏡中的臉 慢慢枯萎 高舉的拳 漸漸粉碎 只留下了無限唏噓的相片 無法揮舞天使的純潔 也無法擁有魔鬼的果決 只有像每個人類 貪嗔痴傻和愚昧 找尋著體溫和血 找尋著同類 滿懷憂傷卻流不出淚 極度的疲憊卻不能入睡 只能夠日日夜夜 然後又日日夜夜 無盡的日日夜夜 永遠的深陷在人間 一個又一個孤單的千年 只能夠日日夜夜 然後又日因夜夜 無盡的日日夜夜 我不能飛 |